12:08 AM Sunday, May 20, 2012
it will be week 6 next week. and all the tests are coming up next week and week 7. -.-
lab tests etc etc. i still dont know what to type for those lab work. how to do test?!
gosh!! especially PMP. we will be given a case and we have to type out all the codes in 2hours.
let it run, if it's successful then good. if not, i can just simply fail it. fuck programming okay?!
i have quite a few assignments on hand to complete. GD, PMP, robocode and project. GD and project is a must to do. as for robocode and PMP, it's not a must. but need to practice in order to get it.
but i seriously dont understand the robocode thingy. i just type what the lecturer type. and that's all.
this poly life is really killing me! screw all these shit!
11:41 PM Tuesday, May 1, 2012
it's the 3rd week of school now. time flies. it's really scary to see how time flies that fast.
well, if you ask me if i'm coping well in school, i would say, i am and i'm not too.
why? i'm coping well in school as in my class stared to get more and more bonded.
which this is what i like. as for studies, i would say i'm still not coping well.
i did listen during lab lessons and did what the lecturer do.
but i can't seem to concentrate during lectures. i cannot stay awake.
i don't know why. what i hate about myself, is not revising the things that were taught during lectures.
i told myself that i want to revise but i didn't do so. i feel kinda guilty.
saw tweets from friends that they were studying and revising, the guilt becomes stronger.
aside from school, my life also revolves around dance. the thing that i really love to do.
finished the whole session of contemporary intro already.
had my last dance lesson yesterday. was kinda paiseh during class but it was still good!
i don't know if i'm gonna continue the elementary class or not.
cause i have to go for nyp's dance company audition tmr.
i'm scared, nervous, stress!! will be having the audition with those who have dance background.
that's why i'm so stress!! =( i hope i can get in!! i really hope!!! *keep my fingers crossed*
but if i didn't get in, i will definitely continue the elementary class. this is a promise to myself!
after much consideration, wanru and i decided not to go for the dance scholarship audition.
reason because her dad doesn't allow her to go and we're scared that we don't have the time.
haiz..i hope i won't regret making this decision.
and i definitely hope that i will have this type of chances in the future.
if not, i really will regret for giving up on this good opportunity!
of course apart from dance, i must also cope well with school. i'll try my best.
i don't wanna give up on dancing! i can't do that!
let's see how it goes and hope for the best! <3
2:51 PM Thursday, April 19, 2012
i hate my poly life. it's not a pleasant one for me!!why is everybody's poly life seem so fun but not mine?
i dont understand..
looking through facebook and twitter, saw those photos and all.
everything seemed so fun and they're enjoying.
but why it's not me?
12:13 PM
im still not use to my poly life, poly mates.it's really difficult to fit in and adapt to poly life.
i feel so lost. i dont know what the lecturers were talking about.
i dont understand the things that im studying. i feel so stress.
i cant cope with my life now. i'm struggling.
i dont know who can i talk to..
seeing course mates are like so hardworking, i feel even more stress.
i dont know what to do..
im asking myself if i had made the correct choice.
but it doesnt seem right.
friends told me the same thing.
which made me think that i had chosen the wrong route.
i dont know what to do..
what can i do? i really need to talk to someone..
3:10 PM Friday, April 13, 2012
it's been really really long since i blogged.well, school's starting next mon.
it's less than a week. i'm not looking forward to it.
had my orientation on mon. hmm.
it was both boring and fun? met new classmates and friends.
well,i can only say, i dont really like my class.
my class have got 22 people but 5 of them are cheenas, 2 of them are from Philippines and 1 from taiwan. so international right?
i'm okay with the Taiwanese and Philippines. if the cheenas are more active and my class is more bond enough, i'm totally alright with them.
haiz. i guess everything takes time. so, i hope my class will be more bonded and we will know more about each other as time passes.
i really hope MI1207 is a fun class!! i hope!! *fingers crossed*
the new journey begins next mon..im having mixed feelings. i dont know how to describe it.
i..i..i..
i miss 5 faith..i miss HI..though i dont really like this school. but still, i miss this school.
i hope my timetable is not that sucky!!! please!!!!
have to wait till tmr then i will know! haiz.
i hope i wont struggle through my poly life.
i hope everything is fine.
i hope my classmates are fine.
i hope my class will be bonded.
i hope..i hope..
this is where my new journey begins..
11:11 AM Wednesday, March 14, 2012
i'm listening to canon in D, piano version when i'm blogging.i always like to listen to these type of soothing music.
i dont know why either. maybe it will help to clam my soul.
anyway, i shall talk about some really overdue events.
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weijian's "i-rock" drama filming. it was really really fun!!!! i enjonyed myself!
made new friends too and of course can get to see weijian.
we did the filming under the hot sun and we were all tanned, sunburned.
but nonetheless, it's really worth it! never regretted going!
aww. this boy really suffered under the sun too! his eyes were closed most of the time. =(
but overall, he did a good job! well done jian!! <3
the show will be aired on april 9 on xinmsn! must watch ya?! =D
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dance lesson with wanru on mon! it has been long since we had the chance to dance together!
first contemporary dance lesson was really fun!!
though it's kinda awkward at first, but i'm slowly picking it up.
the teacher is friendly too. wanru and i gonna ask him if nafa offers part time diploma.
cause our mum asked us to take up part time diploma for dance if have.
anyway, he taught us those basic techniques for contemporary.
nothing much but everything must start from the basic right? hahaha!
looking forward to next week's lesson!! we had so much fun during class! haha!
*bends like a banana* LOL!
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meeting up with wushu gang later! singing session later! hehe! cant wait ya?
i need to prepare already! bye!!
looking forward to the next dance lesson!! =D
11:18 AM Monday, February 20, 2012
hey there!! i realised that i said i promised to post pictures on my jan 28 post right?
now, here it is! overdue photos! sorry! cause i was rather emotional for my previous post!
then i had forgotten it already! anyway, i finally had the time to hang out with sister!
it was good!! we did some catching up and stuff. though it was a short meet up, but i still enjoyed it. =D aww, she drew a ballerina for me and written a short message. thanks sister! was touched!! <3
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let's talk about job. hmm. my life was kinda boring for the past few weeks. revolving around home and work place. and they sacked jiamin cause she didnt make any sale. hello?! the problem lies with the location and not her okay?! ridiculous! -.- im gonna work till the 9 of march? i guess so. i wanted to work till the 16th. but i wanna take up dance lesson which starts on the 12th. so i decided to work until 9 of march. i told jiamin that i will sack them instead of let them sack. lol! i know working life out there is like this. but it's kinda ridiculous when the popular manager kpkb. -.- i just have to bear for 2 more weeks! haha!!
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something really makes me high now!!! weijian's filming his first online drama 'i-rock'!! as i mention online, which means it will be shown on xinmsn! and what makes me really high now is, i will be able to see him this wed and get involve in the filming!!!!! it has been really long since i see him you know? and only 50 fans can get involve in the filming! i'm one of them!! hahaha!! cool or what? =D but i have to reach boon lay mrt at 7AM!! yes AM!! =( which means i have to wake up at 5am and get out of house at 6! man!! early!! =( no choice!! haha!!
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alright!! i need to have my lunch and get prepared for work now!! peace out!
